Thursday, July 20, 2006

Broken

I read Jody's Blog this morning and it just really stuck with me

http://www.jodyferlaak.blogspot.com/
here was my comment to her post:
I think my brokeness is what finally brought me to a place were I HAD to believe in GOD -- I wanted to - I wanted to put all my trust in HIM - and I think HE knew I would never REALLY let HIM in my life until I was TRUELY BROKEN -


So I won't lie - TODAY- right this minute - I am feeling selfish - today I really wish my son was here - BUT I am trying to focus on the fact that he is in a much better place -- HE IS WITH OUR LORD IN HEAVEN -- and I will see him again -- (that last part always makes me smile) :0)
and setting around crying my eyes out isn't going to help anyone so today I am going to dust myself off (or shower ;)
and I AM GOING TO LIVE - I AM GOING TO LOVE- AND I AM GOING TO LAUGH -

2 comments:

  1. Shawnna,
    I am praying for peace for you today, I am asking that our lord gives you peace right now, In Jesus name! Hope that you have a wonderful day, and remember Aasin is dancing and playing with the Angels!

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  2. Anonymous5:27 PM

    I'm sending you love and hugs today, my friend. You have an amazing spirit and resolve. You are handling this like a pro!!

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