Thursday, July 20, 2006

Broken

I read Jody's Blog this morning and it just really stuck with me

http://www.jodyferlaak.blogspot.com/
here was my comment to her post:
I think my brokeness is what finally brought me to a place were I HAD to believe in GOD -- I wanted to - I wanted to put all my trust in HIM - and I think HE knew I would never REALLY let HIM in my life until I was TRUELY BROKEN -


So I won't lie - TODAY- right this minute - I am feeling selfish - today I really wish my son was here - BUT I am trying to focus on the fact that he is in a much better place -- HE IS WITH OUR LORD IN HEAVEN -- and I will see him again -- (that last part always makes me smile) :0)
and setting around crying my eyes out isn't going to help anyone so today I am going to dust myself off (or shower ;)
and I AM GOING TO LIVE - I AM GOING TO LOVE- AND I AM GOING TO LAUGH -

3 comments:

annette said...

Shawnna, your words are so powerful..and yet so loving...

God is using you in a mighty way...I know for me reading your story has opened my eyes ..helped me to see life differently.

Thank you so for sharing....
Gods peace,
~annette~

Christal said...

Shawnna,
I am praying for peace for you today, I am asking that our lord gives you peace right now, In Jesus name! Hope that you have a wonderful day, and remember Aasin is dancing and playing with the Angels!

erin said...

I'm sending you love and hugs today, my friend. You have an amazing spirit and resolve. You are handling this like a pro!!